grease is the word

I have been thinking more about my adaptive personality.
The way that I am adaptive is not in the positive sense. Well, maybe that's not true. Sometimes it can be good. But lately I have been thinking about how when things happen that isn't supposed to, I just go with the flow and adapt accordingly. I don't take time to figure out why it's there and how to get rid of it...I just adapt.

I don't know why I do this. But these past two years I have now noticed it has gotten me into a very difficult situation.I've changed so many tiny aspects of my life to adapt to things I am going through that I don't think twice about it. It's turned into some giant things. I don't know how to go about changing it. It's very weird.

But on the crazy exciting side...I have a two day weekend this week because I am going to see a play with some of awesome ministers turned friends today. It's very fun. I'm quite blessed with the people that have come into my life in the past year.



Must go get ready!